I absolutely hate how an old thinspo photo of me is still making its rounds on tumblr. I hate how people are reblogging it and saying “she’s so perfect. I want to look like her” because I was (and still am) not perfect. I was not happy with my body and I was spiraling down the path of self-destruction with my horrible eating habits. since taking that photo, I’ve gained weight (muscle mass mostly) and it makes me feel insecure because I doubt that those who reblogged that photo will think that I look half as good now as I do in the photo. I just wish I never had a thinspo blog and that I never posted that photo of myself. it’s making me feel insecure and self-conscious about myself.  

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